Posted in Untold Stories by Emily Tuttle on 4/25/2012
While I was on the field last year, I did my best to keep this blog updated and to share Kingdom stories with you as they were happening. But let's face it...between the questionable Internet connections we had in many countries, our busy schedules, and just the overwhelming amount of cool things I was living and experiencing, some stories slipped through the cracks and went unshared. Until now. In my new blog series, Untold Stories, I will share some of the moments of the race with you that I didn't have a chance to share while on the field. I have thought of quite a few things that have gone unsaid, so get ready!
In this first installment I want to share a video of one of my favorite moments of the entire race with you. It came at the very end, just before boarding our last flight home to Los Angeles. V Squad met up with T Squad in the airport in Guangzhou, and a spontaneous worship session erupted, drawing groups of Chinese people and other travelers to watch, listen, take pictures, and film us. In the last year we have learned that worship is a weapon in the battle of spiritual warfare. If you take 84 racers who have just completed a year of traveling the world and seeing God open amazing doors through the power of praise, bring them into China, a nation known for restricting the religious expression of its citizens, and set them loose to do what would normally be illegal by openly praising God with people watching, it's pretty sweet. It's possible that this was the first and only time many of the people watching had ever heard the name of God worshipped, and even though they may not have understood the words, truth was still spoken to them. I can't imagine a better way to have ended the World Race with my squad than to break chains and invite God into a place where he is usually not asked to be.
In order to learn how to better share Kingdom stories in creative ways to help bring about change and justice in the world, I'm starting an 8 month apprenticeship with the World Race marketing and media team on May 7th. I'm still in need of $1,450 per month in support (total of $11,600) in order to be funded for this apprenticeship. If you would like to give a one time gift or become a monthly supporter, you can click on the Support Me tab at the top left of this blog under my picture and follow the instructions. To read more about the apprenticeship and my dream behind it, click HERE. Thank you so much for following this blog and partnering with me in ministry!!
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Posted in Kingdom Dreaming by Emily Tuttle on 4/22/2012
"Stories are the creative conversion of life itself into a more powerful, clearer, more meaningful experience. They are the currency of human contact." - Robert McKee
The world is made up of stories: fairy tales for young children,
witty anecdotes shared with friends, news headlines scrolling across our televisions, epic narratives of adventure and
intrigue, memories of years gone by told by old, wrinkled women, or simply a Tweet. From our
earliest breaths to our last days, we crave stories. They are our means of passing along information, sustaining our cultural traditions, entertaining a crowd, teaching life lessons, expressing what is in our hearts, and speaking life into situations of darkness. In a world where words have more impact than wars, stories are our greatest weapons for truth, life, and hope, and to tell good ones is to fight for those things. Stories are so powerful that they were Jesus's weapon of choice. Instead of knives or political action, he came armed with love and stories to give hope to the world. Although it took me until recently to realize this, I've always been a story teller. As a child, I used to write plays for all the kids in our neighborhood to memorize and perform for our parents. I am the one in my family who can always be relied on for a humorous (if somewhat exaggerated) retelling of whatever I did that day over dinner. If you are friends with me, you know that I can't resist texting you something funny or special that I saw that reminds me of you. If I see a story happening, even if it's just something small, I have to share it with someone. Sometimes I can't even sleep at night because I have so many stories inside me just bubbling up to be told. This past year on the World Race I got to live and see some amazing stories. I also had the blessing of having a built-in way to pass them along. As someone who grew up saying that I would never write for a living, being required to keep a blog for a whole year was not something I was very excited for, but I decided to commit to it anyway. I decided that if God had chosen me out of all people to be the one to travel around the world and live those stories, the least I could do was share them with whoever wanted to listen. So that's what I did. I wrote about spiritual warfare in the DR, healing in the jungles of Ecuador, God's protection of us in Peru, deadly illness in Nicaragua, seeing God move in El Salvador, my heart for the orphans of Guatemala, redemption for prostitutes in Thailand, watering seeds planted in Kenya, God's faithful provision in Uganda, standing in the gap for others in Tanzania, life in the midst of persecution in Laos, and a hope for a new future for Cambodia. I told stories, but not just with words. In addition to being a born story teller, I am also an artist. Though I've spent a lot of my life limiting my self-expression to left-brained intellectual pursuits, in my heart I love to make beautiful things. I love to paint, take pictures, make spaces into desirable places to spend time, and more recently, to capture what I experience on video. I hear the world in words and languages, but I see it in angles, colors, and light patterns, and my mind is constantly working on ways to capture those and share them with other people. I discovered that not only did I love to tell stories, but I loved to tell them creatively and visually. I saw God do some pretty cool things with those stories, and I realized that I could do this forever. This year I found my voice. I realized that I have a voice that not everyone has, and that my voice, my words, and the beautiful things I make can be used to set people free, bring them hope, and give them new life. As citizens of the Kingdom who also live in a broken world, we are called to be salt and light. Salt is a catalyst, which means it makes things happen. We are also called to love justice because we serve a God who loves justice. Finally, we are called to be a city on a hill and a beacon of hope to those in darkness. So as someone who wants to makes things happen, loves justice, and desires to be an ambassador of hope what is my responsibility to the people whose stories I see and hear? I believe I am called to do more than just see and hear stories and write them down. I am called to bear witness to the pain and injustice in the world by giving a voice to the voiceless. I am called to couple my passion for justice with my love of creativity to use people's own stories to offer them change, justice, and hope for new life.
For this next season of my life, God has called me to spend some time learning how to tell a better story and how to use stories to advocate for justice and bring about change. I will be starting an apprenticeship with the World Race marketing and media team in Gainesville, GA on May 7th that will last 8 months. That's right...I'm unpacking my bags, hanging my clothes up in an actual closet, and putting down some roots, at least for a little while. I will be working at the Adventures in Missions office Monday-Friday in the marketing department writing for AIM and learning to use video and photography to tell a better story. I'll be mentored by some amazing story tellers and live in community with the other apprentices. We'll be challenged as a group and as individuals to grow closer to God and move toward accomplishing the dreams he has placed on our hearts to advance the Kingdom. I'm taking this time to be still in one place and learn from some gifted people so that I will be better equipped to live out my Kingdom dream.I have had the privilege of living an incredible story that God is writing, and I have been so honored to have all of you follow along with my journey this past year and be the ones to read and watch the stories I've told. I would be equally honored if you would continue on this journey with me of learning how to better capture stories that make a difference. I invite you to keep reading and watching, to pray for me in this next step that God has called me to, and to financially support me if God calls you to. Since almost all positions at Adventures in Missions are considered missions positions, we are all required to raise support for a living. For this apprenticeship, I need to raise $1500/month for 8 months, which will cover my rent, food, living expenses, and program costs. Donations are still tax deductible, just like they were for the World Race, and you can still donate by clicking on the Support Me tab along the left side of this blog under my picture. One time gifts are always helpful, but my greatest need in this new journey is for monthly supporters. If 60 people pledged $25/month, I would be completely funded for the whole apprenticeship. That ends up only being $200 per person over the course of 8 months. Monthly donations in any amount can be set up through the same Support Me tab. Because I only committed to this apprenticeship in the last week, I only have two weeks to get the bulk of my support raising done. I have seen God provide far more money in far less time, so I trust that he will meet my needs. I would love to talk to any of you to answer any questions you might have or simply to catch up now that I'm back in Georgia for more than a couple weeks for the first time in years. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your involvement in my life and my dreams, and I hope that we can continue writing amazing stories together.
"Sacred stories are those of transformation, they are stories that draw us closer to the Lord, and they help us to see our connection to all things. There's a saying in the Jewish tradition that the shortest distance between a human and God is through a story. So if storytelling is a journey, sacred storytelling is a pilgrimage--a pilgrimage to a place called Hope."
-Andy Fraenkel
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Posted in Coming Home by Emily Tuttle on 4/9/2012
This past year your prayers and support quite literally meant the world to me.
In my last blog I broke down the World Race into numbers, but that by no means portrays the significance of this past year for me, for the people I met, ministered to, and loved along the way, or for those of you who went on this journey with me.
I've been writing and rewriting this blog for months trying to come up with a way to convey to you what your prayers and support have meant, but I think the best way to do that is to do what I've been doing all along: share stories with you.
I might have been the one sitting in the airplanes, holding the babies, and befriending the prostitutes, but these stories are as much yours as they are mine, and more importantly they are God's. He used you and he used me to write some amazing stories of faithfulness, healing, life change, and hope this past year. So as you look through these pictures, read the captions, and remember their stories, know that every time you read the word "we," it is because you were there too. You were part of these stories and part of the amazing work that God did and continues to do around the world. Without you it would have been impossible.
For your love and generosity, I, and all the people whose lives we touched, would like to offer you a world of thanks...
In The Dominican Republic...
We jumped into the Race full swing...
God started off by confirming the calling he placed on each of our lives to be here this year. Read the amazing story HERE.
God used us to find a man of peace in a village that really needs a new church to be planted. Read the story HERE.
We met this 81 year old man who couldn't read his Bible because the print was too small so we got him a new, large-print version.
We led a Bible study in San Juan in English to help some of the university aged students practice and also learn about God.
We saw so much idolatry and spiritual warfare in this very spiritually dark country.
God used us to help pray over this place and the people in it who are caught in bondage. Read one of the stories about our encounters with spiritual warfare HERE, or watch a video about it HERE.
On our last day in the DR, God used our squad to save four children from their burning house, and then he miraculously put out the fire with three jugs of water.
To read some of my squadmates' blogs about this incredible day, click HERE,HERE, or HERE. In my upcoming blog series Untold Stories, I will be sharing about this day from my perspective.
Although difficult at times, the DR was an amazing month in which God showed himself faithful to help us as we sought to help a nation in need of his love.
In Ecuador...
We were so blessed to be in the amazing village of El Reten in the western rainforest. The people literally took us in as their family, and we got to love on their precious children.
We hiked through the rainforest to do VBS in a remote village. To see a video about our month, click HERE.
Several children accepted Christ at the VBS.
This adorable little boy adopted me as his tia (aunt).
To read about my favorite little buddy, click HERE.
This sweet little boy, Pablito, was another one of our favorites. God healed his mother and restored some of the other relationships in the town while we were there. To read about his mother, Victoria, click HERE. To read about the blessings that came after her healing, click HERE.
In Peru...
We lived in the city of Trujillo, on the edge of the Peruvian desert.
We helped the local Alliance churches with construction projects.
We also helped with a VBS.
God protected our team from having to be present while our apartment was getting broken into and robbed...note the police investigator in the background. My lovely teammates got me some yummy snacks to make me feel better about all my stuff being stolen.
We spent time in the village of Miramar building relationships and praying for people.
We also got to spend a little time at the Trujillo city dump and love on the kids there.
In Nicaragua...
We lived outside the towns of Chinandega and Chichigalpa with this as our backyard.
We worked with a ministry called Vision Nicaragua and spent most of our days hanging out with people in the village of Bethel.
We played with the beautiful children of Bethel. To see pictures from the whole month, click HERE.
To read about the town and a little bit of its story, click HERE.
We helped paint at the Vision Nicaragua compound.
We were asked to learn some choreographed dances and perform at a few night crusades in the area.
To see a video of Team Wreckonciled and our mad dancing skills (or lack thereof), click HERE. To see a video that my teammate, Tiffany Prater, made of all the dance moments throughout Latin America, click HERE.
We again got the opportunity to do some ministry in the local city dump.
For a really cool video that my teammate, Joel Dutton, made about our ministry in the dumps, click HERE.
The most impacting part of the month for me was getting to hear the stories of the people whose lives are being destroyed by the chronic kidney failure epidemic in the area.
God prompted our team to film a documentary about the illness and its effects in Bethel. Most of the men cannot afford adequate medical care and desperately need to be sponsored to be able to improve their quality of life as they deal with this sickness. To find out about sponsoring one of the men of Bethel, click HERE.
In El Salvador...
We worked and lived in San Rafael Cedros, about an hour from San Salvador.
We did a lot of door to door ministry and spent time with people in their homes praying for them.
We also did some skits at local schools for the children and their mothers.
God healed several people before our eyes. To read about Leno and his incredible story, check out my teammate Joy Robertson's blog HERE. I'll also be including my perspective on this day in the Untold Stories series.
He also healed this woman, Jesus, and inspired her son to start going to church again.
This is the Assemblies of God church we worked with.
During our last week we worked with a ministry called King's Castle to do live children's events in a village near San Rafael Cedros.
Our team did a lot of preaching, so I got to do a lot of translating.
On our last weekend there we helped the church with their youth retreat.
As part of the youth retreat we performed a skit. To see pictures of the entire month, click HERE.
In Thailand...
We saw how beautiful this country is, but also how deeply the roots of Buddhism run.
To see more pictures of our adventures in Bangkok, click HERE.
We spent our days in Chiang Mai visiting the local university inviting students to come to the cafe that LightHouse in Action runs. To find out what crazy activity is happening in this picture, watch the video HERE.
We worked with the girls and ladyboys in the bars at night in Chiang Mai, getting to know them and hopefully helping show them what freedom looks like.
For a look at what a typical day in Thailand looked like, click HERE.
This is my friend Mae who worked as a prostitute in the bars of Chiang Mai. We were incredibly blessed to be part of the story of rescuing her and another girl, Ning, from the sex industry. Their amazing story starts HERE and continues in the series of blogs called Mae's Story. Mae has since chosen to return to prostitution, so please pray for her, because she is in desperate need of freedom but is a little scared to reach out and grab it.
This is Ning a few months after we left Thailand. Her husband and baby have come back into her life, and she has been working with YWAM and receiving discipleship training from them. Her story is a miraculous example of God's transforming redemption, and being there to witness part of it was one of the absolute highlights of my World Race. To read the latest update on Ning and her family, click HERE.
We also visited the local slums every other day. The children there are often sold into sex slavery, and LightHouse in Action wants to prevent that.
This sweet little girl is Nam. Our team got to know her and saw some signs of abuse in her life. We worked with LightHouse to get her some help. Please keep her in your prayers, and read her story HERE.
We spent a few days ministering with Mae and Ning at a home for sick Burmese refugee women and their children. To read about this amazing experience, click HERE.
Several of my teammates and I got tattoos in Thailand. To read the stories behind them and see a video of the process, click HERE.
We also had an overall AMAZING time exploring some of the fun activities that Thailand has to offer. It's probably the most intriguing place I've been, and I can't wait to go back! You can read about our Thai adventures HERE.
Thailand was a month of freedom.
In Kenya...
We lived with Pastor Patrick and his family in Eldoret for the month and worked with his church, Releasing Destinies Ministries. To see the Cribs video we made of our living quarters, click HERE.
We walked a lot.
We cut up a lot of vegetables.
We preached a lot of sermons.
We visited quite a few of the church members' homes to pray for their families and encourage them with whatever they were struggling with.
In a surprise twist, we were asked to film a music video to promote Pastor Patrick's praise album that he recorded with a previous World Race squad. To read the story and see the video (sidenote: please don't judge us on the quality:) click HERE.
During the filming of the music video we spent a lovely afternoon stuck in the mud. You can see a video of the experience HERE.
We visited our little brother Jeremy's school to hand out goodies on his birthday and meet his adorable friends.
We witnessed and/or were responsible for the death of many animals. If I thought I didn't like cooking before, imagine how much I loved it when I had to be there for the butchering process. Let's just say I became a temporary vegetarian.
Since our route would be home in time for Christmas, we decided to celebrate Christmas in July, complete with a home-cooked meal, a reading of the Nativity story, and a Secret Santa exchange. You can watch a video of our party HERE.
I got to play with all sorts of adorable babies.
We went on a beautiful safari at Lake Nakuru. To see pictures from our safari, click HERE, or to watch a video of this safari and the one we did in Tanzania, click HERE.
As our first country in Africa, Kenya was our introduction to the beauty of the continent, both in the people...
...and the breathtaking landscape. This was our last day of the month, spent exploring the Great Rift Valley.
To read a summary of our month in Kenya, click HERE.
In Uganda...
We partnered with Celebrate Jesus Ministries and helped in their church and primary school.
We preached and led worship each Sunday.
Getting to participate in Ugandan style worship was one of the best parts about this month.
The other best part was getting to spend time with Diphus, Mabel, and their precious children, Amen, Praise, and Adonai. To read their amazing story, click HERE.
We got to get creative this month, which I loved.
Going back to elementary school means craft projects!!
I got to hold a lot of deliciously squishy babies.
We also got to raft the class 5 rapids of the Nile River in Jinja...one of the most terrifying and exhilarating experiences of my life. You can find the video of our adventure HERE.
To see a video that sums up the love we experienced in Uganda, click HERE.
In Tanzania...
We lived in Kibaha outside of Dar es Salaam and worked with the Pentecostal Missionary Church. Every Sunday we divided up and walked to churches in various local villages to preach and fellowship with them. We also did a lot of door to door ministry in a highly Muslim area. To read a story of what God can do when we let him use us to take on others' pain and struggles, click HERE.
We attended some crusades that the church was putting on in the town and got to join in on the lively Tanzanian worship parties.
One of my favorite days of the month was when we visited a Massai tribe and got to hear about the incredible work that missionaries have been doing to reach their tribe.
We also got to watch one of their warriors jump, which was something I had always wanted to see.
And of course, we traded fashion tips.
We went on a beautiful safari at Mikumi National Park near Morogoro. To see a video of this safari and the one we did in Kenya, click HERE.
Finally, we ended our time in Africa with a visit to the lovely island of Zanzibar. This was on my bucket list as well, and it didn't disappoint.
In Laos...
Laos was one of my favorite months, even though it was difficult. To read a blog that my teammate Tiffany wrote explaining our approach to ministry in a closed country, click HERE.
We had the amazing opportunity to explore part of the world that few westerners, especially Christians, ever get to see. One of the stories that touched me was of the American bombings of Laos and Cambodia during the Vietnam War. Thousands of innocent people were killed in the crossfire, and unexploded bombs are still killing people today. Laos is a nation that needs so much prayer, not just for the physical dangers, but also for the spiritual oppression that the communist government is putting on the people.
These spirit houses are present outside of most South East Asian homes and businesses and are meant to protect the land from evil spirits. Offerings are made each day to the good spirits.
We got to explore the amazing town of Luang Prabang. It is a UNESCO World Heritage Site, and is known for its beautiful temples and architecture. We spent a few days prayer walking the town and visiting the temples.
Every morning in Luang Prabang and other towns in Laos, the Buddhist monks walk the streets and collect food and alms from devout followers.
Laos is one of the most strikingly beautiful places I have ever visited. You can see more pictures of this amazing country HERE.
The Mekong and Nam Song rivers flow through the country and are the site of several rituals and festivals in which the people pay to buy small boats to float their sins down the river and make merit. It's a beautiful cultural ritual to watch, but the spiritual bondage that it causes is thick and deep.
There are over 100 distinct ethnic groups in Laos, and many of the hill tribes remain entirely unreached by the gospel.
These children were helping to prepare a boat to be floated down the Nam Song River as part of one of the festivals. From an early age the Lao people are taught that they have to work for their righteousness, and they desperately need the freedom and hope that comes from God's love.
Despite the spiritual darkness present in Laos, there is hope. There is a small remnant of extremely committed Christians who are willing to risk their lives and freedom to fellowship together and tell others about God's love. In spite of being banned from the country, many missionaries are actively working in Laos. It was a great honor for me to spend the bulk of my month filming a video to tell the story of the spiritual climate in Laos and the need for more people to fulfill God's commandment to make disciples of this nation. You can watch the video HERE.
In Cambodia...
We started the month off by visiting the killing fields outside of Phnom Penh and learning about the Khmer Rouge genocide that claimed the lives of so many Cambodians. The country is still healing from that tragedy, but there is so much room for hope and for reaching the young population with God's love.
We spent the month living in Phnom Penh teaching English at a language learning center that doubles as an evangelistic outreach and a church.
Being a grammar nerd finally paid off. Granted, I had to translate everything I know about grammar from Spanish into English in my head and then teach it to the kids, but it was still fun.
To read about our time teaching, click HERE.
We also attended the church that they have at the school, preached, and led worship.
The children of Cambodia are beautiful and are the hope for a brighter future for a country with so much hurt in its past.
This is Team Wreckonciled at the end of our last day of ministry on the World Race. After eleven months of highs, lows, and everything in between, we could barely believe that we had made it. There were days when we were quite literally livin' on a prayer. Knowing that you were praying for us and supporting our ministry gave us the strength and energy to keep loving people for everyday of those eleven months.
We spent our last week of the race in Siem Reap, and I got to fulfill a lifelong dream to watch the sunrise at Angkor Wat.
The temples were amazing.
That was a perfect way to end the race.
Our squad had our final debrief in Siem Reap, and we said bittersweet goodbyes to each other and prepared to head home.
My beautiful family.
Muchas
Gracias
Khob
Kun Ka
Asante Sana
Webale Nyo
Kop Jai Lai Lai
Aw Khun
Thank you.
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Posted in Coming Home by Emily Tuttle on 4/8/2012
My World Race 61 beds slept in
46 Internet networks used
41 times
packing our bags
337 meals that included rice
9 UNESCO World Heritage
Sites visited
(downtown Santo Domingo, old town Quito, Chan
Chan, Historic Lima, Antigua Guatemala, Lake Nakuru, Stone Town in Zanzibar,
Luang Prabang, Angkor Wat)
18 times together
with my entire squad
9 teammates
31 modes of transportation used
0 vehicles driven
21 vehicle
breakdowns/malfunctions
11 languages
(English,
Spanish, Creole, Thai, Burmese, Swahili, Lugandan, Lao, Hmong, Khmu, Khmer)
2 countries where my debit card
worked
16 hot showers
8 items checked off my
bucket list
(straddle
the Equator, get a nose ring, get a tattoo, see the Great Rift Valley, go on a
safari in Africa, see the Maasai jump, visit Zanzibar, see a sunrise at Angkor Wat)
5 tattoos acquired by my team
1 parasite
13 bodies of water
(Pacific Ocean, Atlantic Ocean, Caribbean Sea,
Ecuador waterfall, DR pool, volcanic lake in El Salvador, waterfall in Thailand,
Lake Victoria, Nile River, Indian Ocean, Mekong River, Nam Song River, the Gulf of Thailand)
51
squadmates
2 safaris
9,196 photos
158 new Facebook friends
11 currencies
(USD, Dominican Peso, Nuevo Sol, Cordoba,
Quetzal, Baht, Kenyan Shilling, Ugandan Shilling, Tanzanian Shilling, Lao Kip,
Riel)
45 financial supporters
Countless
prayer supporters
53 videos uploaded to Vimeo
(with more soon to come)
119 blog entries
(more on the way)
322 days
11 months
4 continents
13 countries
34
new passport stamps
17 flights
3 visas
43,792 miles
traveled
Worth it.
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Posted in Guatemala by Emily Tuttle on 3/24/2012
This is Part 3 of a series. To read Part 1, click HERE, and for Part 2, click HERE.
After my parents and I returned home from Honduras and Nicaragua, we had about 48 hours to wash our clothes and repack before leaving for Guatemala. My dad couldn't come with us this time, but my mom and I headed down to Casa Bernabe for nine days. Casa Bernabe is an orphanage outside of Guatemala City for about 180 children who have either lost their parents, been abandoned, or been abused in some way and taken away from their parents. I first went there the summer after I graduated from Wheaton College. I had applied for a program through Wheaton that sends students around the world for the summer to help missionaries with their work. We could not choose where we went or what we did, so other than mentioning that I loved Latin America, I had no idea where I would be assigned. I was put on Team Guatemala, trained for a few months at Wheaton, then sent to Rainbows of Hope, a ministry that helps children in crisis, and then sent down to Guatemala to intern at Casa Bernabe. That was the first time in my life that I had ever worked with children, so I was intimidated, but God clearly knew what he was doing because I fell in love with the kids there. That summer, which I applied for on a whim, has turned out to shape much of what I want to do with my life in the future. After coming to know and love these kids, I want to fight for justice for them and others like them in even more difficult situations around the world. I don't know exactly what that will look like, but for now I visit them whenever I can and just spend time loving on them. Of all the places I've been, Casa Bernabe is one of my absolute favorites!
 It was a national holiday so they dressed the kids up in traditional Guatemalan clothes, and they performed a dance.
My family and I sponsor this sweet little girl.
He's so squishy.
This little buddy was new to Casa Bernabe the week we were there. He's very cuddly and sweet.
The tongue is always out. Always.
Stomach flu hit the baby house that week, so this little one wasn't having a very good day.
He's the best.
This is the house I first worked in when I was at Casa Bernabe with the Wheaton group. Most of the boys have moved to other houses, but a few of them are still there, and they're precious.
I love these boys so much. They love baseball, and the one on the right is the older brother of the little girl we sponsor. One of these days I'm going to get Philip down to Guatemala with me to play baseball with them.
Every trip we take to Guatemala is special in its own way. Consistency is something that these kids crave, so going back, even if it's not as often as we would like, is really important. My best friend, Kaylan, and I are heading down there next Friday, March 30th, for another visit. If you live in the Atlanta area and would like to help out Casa Bernabe, we are collecting children's belts, rain boots, ponchos, umbrellas, blue and black socks, children's books in Spanish, and bras for the teenage girls. If you have any of these things that are either new or in good condition that you would like to donate, please contact me ASAP and I'll come get them from you. We're trying to fill up two big suitcases with stuff to take down, so the more the merrier!
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Posted in Walk Thru the Bible by Emily Tuttle on 3/23/2012
This blog is part of a series, so please read Part 1 first.
As I explained in Part 1 of this series, Central America has my heart. I love it there, and each visit is special for its own reasons. A few weeks ago I got to go down to Honduras and Nicaragua with my parents and their ministry, Walk Thru the Bible. The primary purpose of the trip was for my dad to teach his new series, Crucible, about the life and choices of David, at a church in Tegucigalpa and a pastors' conference in Managua. My main purpose in going was to serve as the day to day translator for my parents.
We decided to arrive in Tegucigalpa a few days before the teaching started so that we could show my mom a little bit of Honduras. My dad has been there before, and I've been there a few times, but this was my mom's first visit. Despite a champion sinus infection courtesy of our previous trip to India, I had a great time hanging out in a city I love and showing it to my mother.
Tegucigalpa is nestled inside of the Honduran hills, and it's always a beautiful sight to get above the city.
My mom with Luisa, the wife of WTB's Central American Regional Director, Alejandro Oviedo.
My parents became the attraction for a class field trip.
My parents with Luisa and her brother-in-law, Joaquin, at Cristo del Picacho.
The airstrip is just not very long...the second shortest commercial airstrip in the world actually. It makes for an adventure on every landing.
The catedral en Comayagua, home to the oldest working clock in the Americas.
My dad taught Crucible at a church in Tegucigalpa with the help of Leopoldo, probably the most gifted Spanish interpreter I've ever had the privilege of listening to and learning from.
My new friend Valeria after she gave me a sweet makeover. You can't see the neon pink eyeshadow that I'm wearing, but she was very thorough.
My dad was a big hit at the pastors' conference in Managua, Nicaragua.
There were more than 300 pastors from all over Nicaragua who came to hear Crucible.
A partnership that I'm sure will continue in the future.
In addition to translating, I also got to help Dave Ball, a contractor for Walk Thru who shoots great videos for them. Dave was very encouraging and helpful for me to spend time with as I have been formulating ideas about how I would love to use video and photography to tell stories in the future. I got to follow him around Tegucigalpa as he shot a video about WTB's work in Honduras and translate interviews as he shot them at the Managua conference. The more time I can spend observing talented story tellers and their creative processes, the better, so that was one of my favorite parts of this trip. My parents and I also really loved spending time with Alejandro Oviedo and his beautiful family. One of the best things about having a president of an international ministry for a dad is that I have grown up knowing men and women from all over the world who are spending their lives reaching their people. When we get to visit them in their countries and go along for the ride with them, it's the best.
Part 3 of this series, which is coming soon, will show you a peak into the trip my mom and I took to Guatemala a couple weeks ago to visit the friends we have and the beautiful children living at Casa Bernabe, an orphanage outside of Guatemala City that we've been involved with for the past couple years. It's one of my favorite places in the world. Gracias for reading my blog and praying for our ministry!
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Posted in Walk Thru the Bible by Emily Tuttle on 3/18/2012
When my dad visits a country that he's been to before, he often starts his sermon in the following way: "The last time I was in your beautiful country, I left a piece of my heart here, so now I have come back to check on my heart and see how it's doing." People always smile and applaud, delighted that he felt at home enough in their country to want to return. But these are not just crowd-pleasing words. We don't just roam around the world telling people what they want to hear.
Like my father, I've been all over the world, and I genuinely have left many pieces of my heart with many people in many places. Sometimes I lie awake at night and want to be in five different places at one time because I know that my friends all over the world could use my help, and I miss them. Sometimes it hurts to think that if I want to gather all the people I have loved in my life in one place, I will have to wait until heaven. Even though I love what I do, scattering my heart across the world is hard, and sometimes it's difficult to feel truly at home in any one place. So that's why it's so special when I get the opportunity to return to places that I've been before and visit people who I've loved.

Even though by this point, my heart has been distributed over every continent except Antarctica, I think the biggest piece of it lies in Central America. I've loved Central America before I could even find it on a map. I remember the first time I decided that I wanted to visit that region of the world someday. I was eight years old in the third grade, and my class made shoeboxes at Christmastime for Operation Christmas Child. We filled our boxes with gifts for children in need somewhere in the world. Without knowing where they would go, we wrote notes, put in our pictures, and sent them off. A couple months later I received a letter from the girl who had received my box. Her name was Flavia and she lived in Honduras. At eight years old I had no idea where Honduras was (disclaimer: this was before my mother became a world geography teacher, so don't blame her for my ignorance), but I looked at the sticker of the beautiful blue and white starred flag that she put on her letter, and decided I would go there someday. We became pen pals for a few years, writing back and forth from Georgia to Tegucigalpa. She was learning English in school, so I could read her letters, but at the end she would always write something in Spanish, and out to the side it would say, "You should study Spanish, and one day you can read what this says." I always wished that I could understand her Spanish postscripts, and I hoped that someday I would speak her language. After a few years Flavia and I lost touched and stopped writing, but my interest in her part of the world remained.

When I was probably twelve or thirteen, my cousin Matt went down to Central America with Athletes in Action. Before he left, he asked Philip and me if we would gather baseball equipment to send down with him to donate to the kids he would be working with. I thought it was a great idea because it combined my favorite sport with the part of the world that had always most intrigued me. So Philip and I asked all our friends in the baseball and softball communities in Atlanta and rounded up quite a bit of equipment to send down with Matt. I was still young, but I remember wishing that I could go with him to meet the kids the gloves were going to and actually see what Central America was like. But that would have to wait a few more years.

When I got to high school, I had the choice to study French or Spanish. I really didn't know much about either language, but I remembered Flavia's letters and how much I wished I could read the end of them, so I decided to give Spanish a try. I was worried that I wouldn't understand and wouldn't do well in the classes, but by the end of the first class I knew I wanted to be fluent. I decided when I was fourteen that even if it was hard, I would continue studying until I was bilingual.
I remember the first time that I got to see the look on someone's face when I spoke to them in their native language. I was sixteen, and a few of my friends and I planned and organized a day camp at our school for children in local apartments whose parents worked on days when the public schools were off. We went to their apartments to invite the kids to come, but quickly realized that most of the parents didn't speak enough English for us to explain the camp to them and get the necessary forms signed. I went back to school and asked my Spanish teacher to help me. She translated the paperwork for us and taught me all the words I would need to be able explain the camp to those parents, and the next day I went back. I was scared to actually try using the skills I had been working on, but I rang the first doorbell. A woman answered the door, looked at me, and immediately started shaking her head and trying to explain in Spanish that she did not speak English. "Espera," I said. "Wait." And, in extremely broken Spanish, I told her about Camp Star. I asked her if she would like her children to come, and she immediately grabbed the forms from me with a smile on her face. She signed up all her children, and then gathered some of the other moms to come talk to me. This time with a group of them listening, I gave my attempted description of the camp, and again they all delightedly signed their kids up. They kept smiling at me and hugging me. I thought it would be hard to convince people to entrust their children to my friends and me, but these women were so excited that I was making an effort to speak to them in the language of their hearts that they agreed to it happily. I never forgot that moment, and it continued to motivate me for years to become fluent in Spanish so that I could continue seeing that look of joy on people's faces when they realized I could communicate with them. It's never really worn off.

A few years later, when I was a sophomore at Wheaton College, I had to make a tough decision. I wasn't feeling fulfilled at school, and I realized that I either needed to transfer to a different college or change what I was doing at Wheaton. So, after years of playing the game I loved, I decided to quit softball so that I could get more involved in the ministry opportunities that had initially drawn me to Wheaton. I remember walking back to my dorm from my coach's office, feeling extremely sad and wondering why I had just chosen to stop doing the thing I loved most. I wondered if I had made the wrong choice, but when I got to my room my best friend Sarah was waiting for me with news that would confirm that I had not. She knew I was going to quit, and that I would be upset, so she had a plan to cheer me up. "Now that you have spring break free, how about we go on a mission trip?" she said. "Ok, sure," I replied, not really interested in figuring out my life at that moment. "Ok, well I signed us up for the Honduras Project meeting tonight," she told me. "Honduras? Ok, I'm in," I said. So, without actually knowing what Honduras Project was, I went to the meeting and applied for the trip. Lots of people applied for only a few spots, but both Sarah and I were chosen to go, and we started attending planning meetings and working on our Spanish. During spring break we spent ten days down in the jungle of southern Honduras digging trenches and helping install a gravity-fed water system for a village that had no access to clean water. I finally got to go to Central America, and it was there that I had my first opportunities to translate. As soon as I set foot in the part of the world that had been calling me since childhood, I felt at home.



Since then, I have been to every Central American country except Belize and Panama. I've explored the Mayan ruins of Mexico, shared the gospel in El Salvador, met the Vice President of Honduras, basked in the sunsets of Costa Rica, listened to the stories of dying sugarcane workers in Nicaragua, and fallen in love with the children of Guatemala. Every time I go back to Central America I know I'm where I should be, and the friends I've made over the years make each trip special.
As I've been telling you about in my two most recent blogs, I've been traveling with my parents and their ministry, Walk Thru the Bible, since the middle of January. We've had the joy of going to India, South Africa, and now Central America. In Part 2 of this blog, I'll share about the visit I took to check on the chunk of my heart that's hanging out between the Mexican border and the Panama Canal...
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Posted in Walk Thru the Bible by Emily Tuttle on 3/16/2012
This is part two of a series I'm writing to update everyone on what my parents and I have been up to for the past two months. To read part one about our time in India, click HERE.
From India, my parents and I flew to Johannesburg, South Africa to attend an annual meeting of all the regional directors for Walk Thru the Bible from around the world. The directors from Argentina, Kenya, Ukraine, South Africa, United Kingdom, Korea, Philippines, Singapore, Tanzania, Uganda, Ghana, Egypt, Democratic Republic of the Congo, and other nations all came to a retreat center outside of Joburg to spend a week together learning a new course and strategizing about ministry goals for the upcoming year. Going into the week I was planning to follow Chris Tiegreen, WTB's Communications Director, and learn as much about photography and videography from him as I could. I had gotten to do a little bit of that in India, but God had other plans for most of my time there. It turned out the same was true for South Africa. I came in thinking I knew how I would be spending my time, but before the first day of meetings was finished I realized I would have a new challenge to take on.
All of the regional directors either grew up speaking English or have learned it since beginning their ministry with Walk Thru, but sometimes when they get together all their varying accents can present a problem for their comprehension. If we're being honest, it's sometimes even hard for me to follow what is going on in the meetings, and I'm a native English speaker. Pretty quickly we realized that the director from Argentina was having trouble following what everyone was saying, and as a result his voice was not getting heard as it should in the meetings. My dad pulled me aside and asked me if I could be available to translate if he needed me to. I thought to myself, "Wow I haven't spoken a word of Spanish in eight months...I'm not sure I can just pull it out and translate right now." But then I thought about the years I had spent working hard to learn Spanish. I remembered walking into Spanish class the first day of 9th grade not knowing what to expect, and walking out 50 minutes later determined that someday I would be fluent. I went to the trouble of learning Spanish so that I could help people communicate and facilitate international ministry, so obviously I wasn't going to turn down the opportunity to do both of those things with a group of leaders who I love and respect. So instead of running around taking pictures, I got to spend the week hanging out with my friend Alex being his personal translator. I didn't get all the grammar just right, and I realized that I've forgotten some things since translating on the World Race, but it was great practice and so worth it to see him able to communicate fully what he was thinking to his colleagues. The week was a great reminder of how far I've come since deciding to learn Spanish. God has honored my hard work and continues to give me cool, unexpected opportunities to use my gift to connect people and help them in their ministry. Spending the week in the Spanish side of my brain got me very excited for the next trip we had planned to Central America, which I'll tell you about in the next blog in this series.
 I turned 24 somewhere over the ocean between Mumbai, India and Johannesburg, South Africa. For some people that might seem like a bummer of a birthday, but traveling is where I want to be!
Once all the regional directors rolled in we celebrated.
My dad and I spent the first day touring Soweto and learning about some of the uprisings that happened there under Apartheid.
My mom and I visited the Apartheid Museum in Johannesburg.
I got to spend a little time playing with one of the staff member's adorable little boy.
My dad with Philip Tutu, the director from Ghana.
My mom and I with Elvis, the director from South Africa.
We had a typical South African braai to end the week.
After almost three weeks on the road and a lot of work, we decided to take a few days in Cape Town to relax and enjoy the beauty of South Africa. This definitely makes it high on my list of favorite cities.
We went up Table Mountain to see one of the most beautiful views I've ever seen.
Signal Hill from Table Mountain
The view of Cape Town from the top of Table Mountain
Looking out over the Twelve Apostles toward the Cape of Good Hope
The front of Table Mountain on the way down
We spent the next day exploring the Cape of Good Hope and meeting these little guys.
I've always had an adventurous spirit. Since I was little I've loved hearing stories of the early explorers who circled the tip of Africa and the end of South America. Two places I've always wanted to go were Tierra del Fuego and the Cape of Good Hope. There is something magical about standing at the end of the world with a massive ocean in front of you and a strong wind blowing. Places like this make you feel free with limitless possibilities.
Because of its changing tides, the Cape of Good Hope has been the site of many shipwrecks over the years.
There are wild ostriches roaming around out on the Cape.
Sometimes in Africa if you leave your windows open, this is what happens.
The perfect end to a great trip, that will definitely go down as one of the most beautiful days of my life.
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Posted in Walk Thru the Bible by Emily Tuttle on 3/11/2012
As you may have noticed, I haven't been blogging much recently. Part of this is because something like the World Race takes a long time to process and think through, and I haven't quite had the words to summarize it, and part of this is because I've literally been all over the place traveling with my parents. For a recap of our travel plans over the past couple months, see my previous blog. Now that I'm back in the States for a few weeks I want to catch everyone up on lots of things: some stories I never told from the Race, recapping the Race, stories from the past two months, and hopefully some insight into what's next for me. This blog will be the first in a series about my time traveling with my parents and their ministry, Walk Thru the Bible.
If the World Race prepared me for one thing, it's to expect the unexpected. I'm planning to write a blog dedicated entirely to this in the future, but for now suffice it to say that we got asked to do some pretty ridiculous things that we were completely unqualified to do at the drop of a hat this past year. My team and I got pretty good and just saying yes and figuring things out as we went. So you would think that I would stop being surprised every time someone throws me a new curveball, but you would be wrong.
My parents and I traveled to India in mid January to attend the South Asia Regional Training Conference for Walk Thru the Bible Ministries. My dad came out with a new series on the life of David called Crucible this past year, and this conference was being held for the purpose of training the most influential leaders that WTB has in India, Sri Lanka, Nepal, Bangladesh, and Bhutan. They all came together in Khandala, India, a couple hour outside of Mumbai. In the past it was only the men who came because they were the ones actually being trained, but this year was special. When asked last year what one thing they most wished for the next year, the men unanimously requested that their wives be invited to attend the conference so that they could really understand the work their husbands are doing and be able to support them more fully by becoming part of their mission. So the staff from WTB in the States donated money to pay for the wives to come to this year's conference. My father taught Crucible to everyone, and then during the sessions specifically dedicated to training them how to teach it, my mother took the women downstairs and taught them about how to help their husbands with their ministry. They were all so appreciative of being able to be there together. One recently married couple even thanked Walk Thru the Bible for providing the honeymoon that they had never been able to afford. (Note: This particular couple is from the Himalayas and had to travel five days by train each way to attend this conference which was by no means a honeymoon. That's right...they traveled for twice as long as the conference actually lasted.) All in all it was a beautiful time for these couples to come together and grow in their vision and ministry together.










So at this point you're probably wondering what I was referring to with all that talk about curveballs and surprises. This looks like it was just a great conference full of happy couples and lots of learning. Well it was...but what do you think happens when you invite twenty something men from all over South Asia to bring their wives who rarely travel with them? You guessed it...they bring along the kids too.
Rewind to the first day of the conference when my parents, Chris Tiegreen, WTB's Communications Director, and I were standing in front of everyone being introduced. They explained that my dad would be teaching the men, my mother the women, and to my complete shock, that Miss Emily would be taking all the children for children's class for the entire week. My dad didn't even know there were going to be any children at the conference, so of course I had no idea that I would be teaching them all week. I came to India planning to follow Chris around and learn about photography from him, but apparently God didn't think that was a big enough challenge. So, with about 90 seconds of notice I was handed thirtyish children and expected to come up with a VBS plan for six hours a day. No problem, right? I've been asked to do way more outrageous things in the past year. Except this time I didn't have my team with me. I suddenly intensely missed my six teammates and all the gifts and experience they bring to the table. Where was Joy to corral everyone? Where was Brent, the elementary P.E. teacher to come up with endless ways to entertain the kids? Where were all of them? Not in India. I quickly realized that Step #1 needed to be crowd control. No one ever told me how many children I was responsible for not losing, and we were decently close to a very tall cliff that dropped straight off into a valley, and BONUS...was inhabited by a colony of wild monkeys who I was informed "will attack if provoked." So losing a child was not an option.

I got down the hill to the pavilion where Children's Class was to take place, and I must admit I was still expecting five more adults to magically appear to help me, but instead I was met with my fifteen-year-old translator who promptly asked me every World Racer's favorite question, "What is the plan that you have for us?" There seems to be a widespread misconception around the world that when an American missionary shows up they must automatically have an awesome plan for everyone's lives. False. After years of anthropology classes, cross-cultural ministry training, and travel experience, I've learned one thing: you can't always make a plan and try to make it happen. And yet that is precisely what seemingly everyone expects from us.
So, in a matter of seconds I attempted to come up with something. We sang some songs (which I was attempting to translate from Spanish to English in my head so that the translator could put them into Hindi...clearly the most efficient way we could do things), memorized some verses (Note: this combination of children spoke probably seven to ten different languages so I was unable to determine if they actually memorized the verses), and played some games. The kids decided I was cool and named me Dede, which is Hindi for Older Sister. We had some fun for awhile, then it was business time when I was expected to actually teach a lesson. I glanced down at the spreadsheet schedule they had given me (yes, it's very formal...think former British colony) and saw under Possible Itinerary for Children's Class: Walk Thru the Old Testament Seminar. So although they had neglected to mention to my father beforehand that I would be teaching this class everyday, they had left me suggestions of what I should teach. Excellent, except that I'm not remotely trained to teach that seminar and haven't actually attended one since I was about twelve years old. But minor details like that won't stop me...I'm a World Racer, I've worked with way less. So I plunge straight into the OT Seminar.
The Walk Thru the Old Testament Seminar is supposed to take about five hours to teach, so ideally that would have used up quite a few sessions. Except that I really only know the 77 handsigns that teach the main people, events, and places of the Old Testament, but I don't know all the things that you're supposed to teach between each handsign. So instead of five hours, it would probably take me about thirty minutes to teach the entire thing. I got all the kids together and started in on the book of Genesis. We were zipping along, and their brilliant little minds were absorbing those handsigns at record pace. In about ten minutes we made it all the way from Creation to the exile in Egypt. That's about 23 handsigns, and they were doing them all perfectly. I must admit that at this point I did think to myself, "Well I know I'm not called to teaching, but I'm not so bad at this!" And that's when reality struck. I asked them all to stand up and review what they had learned so far. A little girl in the second row raised her hand. "Dede," she said, "I am afraid that you have forgotten Tigris and Euphrates." And then it hit me...I'm not really an awesome teacher...these kids already know this entire seminar. They've just been playing along reviewing it because I asked them to. I asked them, "How many of you already know this?" All of them raised their hands. Of course they know it...their fathers are the trainers for all of South Asia. I asked them to show me the whole thing, and they stood to their feet and properly recited all 77 handsigns, including Tigris and Euphrates.


So my awesome lesson plan turned out not to be so awesome and also only lasted about fifteen minutes. As I struggled to come up with something else to teach, a very eager boy in the front row raised his hand so hard I thought his shoulder might pop out of socket. He excitedly asked me, "Dede, may we please have a Bible quiz?" "What kind of Bible quiz?" I asked him, wondering how exactly I was going to come up with questions off the top of my head. "Oh you know," he replied, "the basics...like who can name the twelve sons of Jacob in order the fastest!" Before I could tell him that I could not do that, another boy behind him stood to attention and commenced naming them rapidly. "No!" the first boy shouted, "Reuben was born before Naphtali! You have made a mistake!" At that point all I could think about was how quickly my father would be asking for a refund on the eighteen years of Christian school education he had paid for when he found out that I was the least biblically literate person in a roomful of children. I've taught VBS's all over the world, but this was hands down the most intelligent, knowledgeable group of kids I've ever met.
Once I realized that there wasn't much I knew that they didn't, I decided it was time to relax, stop trying to come up with a lesson plan, and just hang out with them. For the rest of the week we just sang songs, played games, and read Bible verses. They asked me things about the States and about my travels, and they taught me some Hindi words. They took me on a tour of the cliff so I could see the monkeys, and I let them play with my camera. We played blindfolded tag, and I was it for at least half an hour because they are all very small and fast and I was blindfolded (and afraid of walking off aforementioned cliff). They performed some of their native songs and dances at the nightly cultural celebrations and came to sit in my lap while their friends performed. Once I stopped trying to be the perfect teacher and come up with something new and informative to teach them, we all had a great time hanging out together and got to actually be Dede to them for a week.







We had a great time in India getting to know new friends from all over India, Sri Lanka, Nepal, Bangladesh, and Bhutan. My parents and I are looking forward to the next time we can go back to that beautiful part of the world and spend time with our friends again. My next update in this series will be about our time in South Africa, but for now I'll leave you with a few more of my favorite pictures from our time in India. Thanks for still following my blog and praying for my family, me, and our ministry!
All photos by Chris Tiegreen and me
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Posted in General Posts by Emily Tuttle on 2/20/2012
Hope is a powerful thing. Hope for a better life gives
people a reason to keep trying. Hope for the future gives people a reason to
live. And hope for an eternity with God gives grieving people the strength to
put one foot in front of the other. 1 Corinthians 13 says that after all the
temporary things of earth pass away, hope, along with faith and love, will
remain. Hope is one of the greatest gifts that God gives us, and without it we
are lost.
I'm young, but I've seen quite a few people that I love
reach the point where they believe that they are without hope. I've seen wonderful people who have infinite
potential believe the lie that there is no reason to go on, and I know that that
kind of hopelessness is a brilliant deception by the enemy. I've learned that depression is very real, and that it can afflict anyone. In the short life
that I have lived so far, the greatest trick that I have seen Satan play is to
make people who love God, and have all the reasons in the world to have great
hope, believe that they have none.
This is one of the hardest blogs that I have ever written,
because recently a dear friend of mine from high school was deceived into
believing the lie that he had no hope and no reason to continue living. If only
for a moment, he believed the enemy, and he took his own life. Until now, I
haven't wanted to write this blog, and I haven't had the words to articulate
this message, but I think that it needs to be said.
Andrew was a wonderful person, as anyone who knew him will
quickly tell you. He was a loving brother and son, a loyal friend, and a strong
pillar of God's truth and love to everyone around him. He was one of the most
brilliantly intelligent and overwhelmingly talented people that I have ever had
the blessing of knowing. He was a great student, an effective leader, a
powerful athlete, and a gifted musician and worship leader. But the thing that
I most loved and admired about Andrew was his innate ability to bring people
together. People wanted to be wherever Andrew was because he brought with him a
joy and presence that drew people in. He was real, and people knew it simply be
being around him. Through Andrew's love and joy, they felt God's love for them.
He truly was a reflection of the image of God to people around him, which is
the greatest thing I think you could say about a person.
Andrew's death does not define him or overshadow the life of
faith and love that he lived. I am positive that he is in heaven right now
using the creativity that he was so known for to praise the God that he loved
so much. His death is not what I will choose to remember about him, but it does
raise a few important questions for those who knew and loved him. The one I
keep coming back to is this: How could someone who was so loved and who had so
much to live for believe that he had no hope? I think that the answer is
simple: We have a powerful enemy. Even though Andrew was an amazing person who
lived a life of faith, he was still a human, and he was not above being
deceived by a powerful enemy. For a moment, Satan convinced him that he was
without hope, and it makes me all too aware that if Satan could fool Andrew, he
could fool any of us. Satan wants us to think of him as weak and not take him
seriously, because that is how he sneaks his plans into our lives, but he is
not weak. We have a powerful enemy, but the good news is that we have an even
more powerful God. At Andrew's memorial service Aaron Keyes sang the following
words:
What the enemy means for evil,
you turn it for our good.
You turn it for our good
and for your glory.
You are sovereign over us.
As he sang those words and declared God's sovereignty over a
situation that seemed hopeless, he took the power right out from under Satan.
Even though Satan thinks that he earned a great victory the day he deceived
Andrew, God is using even this situation to further his glory and advance his
Kingdom. Just as Andrew brought people together in his life, he brought them
together in his death. More than 1,500 people packed into and spilled outside
of Andrew's memorial service, and what they heard were praises to the God who
brings hope to the hopeless. They heard about the life Andrew lived and the
love of the God who he lived it for. Most importantly, they heard about the
eternal hope that God freely gives to each one of us if we simply choose to
accept it. As I sat and listened, I couldn't help but think, "The jokes on you,
Satan. You think you've won by lying to someone as wonderful as Andrew, but
even this is something that God will use for his glory. Even this brings people
to him. You lose again."
The message I want to offer with this blog is hope: for the
people who loved and lost Andrew, and for anyone else who might be feeling like
they have none. For Andrew's family and friends, I remind you of the eternal
hope we have of seeing Andrew again and spending forever with him praising God.
You know that an eternal worship service/dance party/Jesus rave has Andrew
written all over it. He can spend forever dancing, even if he splits his pants,
and we can spend forever laughing at his hilarity. And I remind you of the hope
that Andrew's life, and even his death, have brought to countless people. He
honored God with his life, and God glorified himself in his death. Sin has lost
its power, death has lost its sting, because from the grave he's risen
victoriously.
And for anyone reading this who feels like you have come to
the place where you believe that you have no hope and no reason to live, I
promise you are wrong. No matter how dark things seem, or what you have done
that you think is so horrible, I promise you that you always, always, always have hope. No matter how
convincing Satan's lies seem, God will always win in the end. There is always
someone you can talk to, and there is always a reason to keep going.
In the end, my words are incapable of offering adequate hope
to either those who miss Andrew or those who feel hopeless themselves, so
instead I leave you with some of God's most hopeful words that were read at the end of Andrew's
memorial service.
"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor
demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor
depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the
love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Romans 8:38-39
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